My Mustache Brings All The Boys To The Yard
saying that I don’t use tumblr anymore, means that that post was from awile ago, but i was after you asked me out. Knowing how you are feeling if you are bi or not, I knew that you were going to ask a girl out just to see what happens, and I’ve done it to, so I understand. But since you are a lot smarter then me, you asked out someone who didn’t go to your school, and doesn’t even live in the same country as you. The biggest reason why I turned you down was because one, I understood that this was a stage you were going though, and the way that you asked, I knew that you were being sarcastic, and it wasn’t that hard to tell because I’ve been in your shoes before. The truth is, I’ve made out with 7 girls, and I really didn’t want you to know that, or the fact that yes, I’m 15, and I’m experimenting with alcohol. I’ve waited for 2 years because I wasn’t ready at 13 when every one else was. I also really didn’y want you to know about that, and I’m sorry.
I used to hate this song, but then I saw that this song might be about homosexuality, and then when I saw this amv with this song, I filped out. So yes… SPAMANO FOREVER~ I love them almost as much as USXUK.
well, I was going to put this in the very long thing I just did, but I forgot to say that my little sister invited 3 girls for that party to spend the night here. So I guess you can say that there is a sleepover at my house, and I’m not invited. T_T and they won’t fucking shut up about how much fun there haveing right now. I feel like shit TT^TT
naw let it out, I just wrote like an 8 page thing about how pissed I was ‘XD Your story makes me feel like I’m not the only one (well I know I’m not the only one, but ya T_T )
Well don’t fuck it, I’m just really pissed off right now. Idk if anyone will care to read this, but I really don’t mind, I need to take out my bad energy or some shit T_T so ya, I’ll tell you wants going on. Sooooo ya, I have friends, kinda, I have people who I like to hang out with, but we just don’t give a fuck about each other, and stuff like that. So yes, I was at a party, it was one of those sleep over things, and ya ppl were drink (well I was too) and ya it was fun and stuff. So I was so sure that everyone already knew that I was bi, and (for the time being) I have liked girls more then guys. I’ve told my sister, and my kinda friends about it, but at the time they all thought I just wanted attendtion cause I have nothing better to do with my life then lie that I like girls and guys? So ya. My sister was a big part of that group, and at first, I wanted them to believe that, cause they weren’t going to accept as that kind of person, so better them thinking I want attention then being a loner ya? So ya, I was pretty sure ppl knew, so I got into this 3 chick make-out for like 2 hours (at one point, there was 4 girls in it) It was fun for us, but the chicks around us started sceaming. No, like really, to them, it was the sickest thing in their lives. So yes, In the morning we got a bunch of shit from it from the other girls, and the whole time Its just like “WHAT THE FUCK.” my sister said she was scared. Worst part was that one of the girls in our thing ran out of there early in the mornig, and no one cared that the girl who was also in it for some time cause shes to populair for ppl to get mad at, or it’s fine for her to do that shit. So ya, only two of us girls defend ourselfs, but you know how it is when you don’t really talk to someone that much, and then get fucked, and then wake up and can’t move on from last night cause there are so many pictures and videos reminding you, you know? But it was better haveing us both there to tell them off, then she left leaving me with a room ful of ppl and chicks just looking, or staying away from me. I tried to joke about it, but it really fucked up cause now my sister is back to thinking I’m only doing it for attention. So ya, I’m just PISSED OFF THAT EVERYTIME I TRY TO WALK OVER TO A GIRL, THEY WON’T TALK TO ME, OR IF I WALK OVER TO A GROUP OF GIRLS THEY WILL STOP TALKING AND WON’T EVEN LOOK AT ME. I’m really not going to pick up on any of these homofobic bitches, and I won’t even get together with the ones I was with. So ya, thats just how I feel, I bet it’s not as bad as I make it sound, or feel like it is, but ya. I’m just really fucking pissed.
